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Becoming Spellbound by Magic

I think everyone has a favourite film or series of films from their childhood.  For me, these have always been the Harry Potter films.  Despite even being 15 when the first film came out.  

I fell instantly in love with the words, and how J.K Rowling transported you into an entirely different world.  I was already beginning to feel different from on account of my symptoms when the first film was released.  It was a time of loneliness and isolation as the so-called friends slowly ostracised me.  And my home became a place where I spent most of my spare time: the books and films of Harry Potter provided me with an escape, one in which I could inhabit a world of magic.  They were a welcome escape from the often frightening symptoms as well as the loneliness that plagued my life. 

I resonated with Harry’s struggles with loneliness and isolation as he lived at 4 Privet Drive.  But, it also gave me hope.  A hope that like Harry, I would eventually find a place of belonging.

Whether you come back by page or by the big screen, Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home.

– J.K. Rowlin

As a Harry Potter fan, a visit to the Warner Bros. Studio Tour in London has been on my list of things to do for quite some time. 

Experiencing Hogwarts

Living with this neurological disorder affects my perception of the world.  For example, high ceilings worsen the dizziness I already experience.  Or can even trigger an episode of vertigo.  As such, it can be overwhelming anxiety-producing going to large places such as this, knowing it can provoke unpleasant symptoms.  However, I decided to defy the fear and anxiety and booked a trip to the Harry Potter Studio Tour.  I no longer wanted my symptoms to dictate my life and wanted to experience the magic of Hogwarts for myself.

So on a cold day in late October, we arrived at the magical destination and a mecca for all Harry Potter fans!  We headed to the entrance where there were large wizard chess pieces.  You may remember these from Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone.  And then we were on our way in (after a swift security check!)

  • Wizard Chess Piece
  • Wizard Chess Piece 2
  • Wizard Chess Piece 3

There is an option to hire a digital guide. In other words, an audio guided tour of the exhibition.  It gives you an extra insight into the film-making process, as well as exciting trivia about these well-loved films.  In the end, I declined, fearing it would worsen the dizziness and vertigo. 

The Studio Tour

The Studio recommends that you arrive 20 minutes before the allocated time on the ticket.  This time, gives you the chance to peruse the public area.  This area contains a cafe, bathrooms, and an extensive shop of Harry Potter merchandise!  After a short look around, Mum and I descended on the Studio Doors and waited in line for the tour to begin…

Before the tour officially starts, a short film plays about the studio and the making of Harry Potter featuring some very familiar faces.  Then as the doors open, the Great Hall appears in front of us, welcoming us into the world of Hogwarts and Harry Potter. As we went the day before Halloween, there was a dark and spooky theme throughout the tour.  The Great Hall had pumpkins strewn up, for example and Death Eaters cropped up every now and then!

  • Hogwarts Great Hall from The Harry Potter Studio Tour
  • Great Hall at Hogwarts
  • Great Hall at Hogwarts 2
  • Dumbledore, McGonagall and Snape
  • Dumbledore and Hogwarts Professors

The Great Hall was the only part of the tour that the group was accompanied by a tour guide. As such it was when it felt the most crowded.  After a brief talk, we were left to explore the rest of the studio on our own.  There is still a set route to follow, however, but there is plenty of space, and everyone went off in different directions to see what was of most interest to them.

I found the Great Hall and the adjoining room where a lot of the sets, such as Dumbledore’s office and the Gryffindor Common room was overwhelming.  It was not only the crowds that was burdensome, but also the lights and all of the sets to see.  The dizziness and vertigo, at times, did become too much, but there are so many benches and places to sit during the tour it’s easy to relax and take a break when you need one. 

  • Gryffindor Common Room and Costumes
  • Gryffindor Common Room 2
  • The Burrow and the Weasleys
  • Death Eaters Meeting

I loved the Forbidden Forest, however, with the darkness and the sounds it was incredibly atmospheric.  The sounds of the forest’s various creatures and wolves howling, it felt you were walking through a real forest which made it an immersive experience. 

  • Entering the Forbidden Forest...
  • The Forbidden Forest
  • Aragog and other Spiders
  • Buckbeak
  • Werewolf

After coming out of the Forbidden Forest, you will find another gift shop, full of exclusive forest themed souvenirs.  Another gift shop can also be found when arriving at Station 9¾ where you can even buy some Chocolate Frogs like Harry and friends do on the Hogwarts Express!

Thoughts on The Tour

The studio tour is incredible, and the attention to detail is awe-inspiring and makes you appreciate the hard work and talent of all those who work behind the scenes of these magical and captivating films.  

  • Diagon Alley
  • Owls for Sale!
  • Joke Shop at Diagon Alley

The tour highlights the stunning costumes, enchanting sets and thousands of spectacular props set amongst two sound stages and a backlot.  All of what you see seem so familiar.  The tour includes everything you’d ever want to see from the Harry Potter films, which includes:

  • Hogwarts
  • Forbidden Forest
  • Hogwarts Express
  • 4 Privet Drive 
  • Hogwarts Bridge
  • Knight Bus 
  • Costumes 
  • And more!

After visiting the Backlot in which you will find the Knight Bus and 4 Privet Drive amongst others, you can find more about the special and visual effects.  They provide information on how they brought to life the magic to the big screen.  And also discussed the creative development of the magical creatures such as Buckbeak the Hippogriff and everybody’s favourite house elf, Dobby. 

No Magic Needed for Accessibility 

The accessibility of the Harry Potter Studio Tour was impressive.  On arrival to collect tickets, there is a lower window for those in wheelchairs, like myself.  There is also step-free access to the tour, which may not seem like much but is surprising how many popular attractions seem to forget such matters. 

And the majority of the tour itself was fully accessible.  The Great Hall and Diagon Alley was a challenge to navigate because of its slate floor and cobblestone street respectively.  The only sets that were not accessible because they had steps were the Knight Bus and the Hogwarts Bridge.  However, as they are both on the back lot, it is possible to take exterior photographs of them instead.

  • The Knight Bus
  • Harry's parents house

I was at first disappointed as I thought I would not be able to experience the thrill of being on the Hogwarts Express, but fortunately found that the last carriage on the iconic steam train is wheelchair accessible, and thus didn’t have to miss out! 

  • It's the Hogwarts Express
  • Hogwarts Express

I was most awestruck however by the incredible detailed model of Hogwarts, the last stop before leaving the tour.  It was incredible, able to walk around the entirety and see every little detail of the castle and its surroundings.  Definitely the highlight of the tour, in my opinion. 

  • The Hogwarts Castle
  • Hogwarts Castle 2
  • Hogwarts Castle 3
  • Hogwarts Castle 4

After we concluded the tour, we had time for a delicious bite to eat in the cafe located in the main foyer and a peruse of the shop.  We then sadly had to say goodbye to the tour and get back on the bus to head back to South Wales. 

I cannot recommend the Harry Potter Studio Tour highly enough, especially for those who are fans of the books, and films.  It’s the most brilliant way to spend three and a half hours.  The magic truly comes alive, casting its spell upon all that enters.  There, I forgot about my worries, and troubles that were plaguing my mind.  Unfortunately, the pain was severe and so not something I could forget, but during the hours I was there though I was not a girl with a neurological condition, but was just another Harry Potter fan. 

Are you a Harry Potter fan? Have you made a visit to the Harry Potter Studio Tour?  What was your favourite part? 

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A Dose of Anxiety: An Extra Ingredient In The Recipe For Chronic Illness

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Bravery: the quality or state of having or showing mental or moral strength to face danger, fear or difficulty.  The quality or state of being brave

It is not uncommon for others to remark on my bravery in the face of FND.  And in defiance of the many symptoms that accompany life with a neurological disorder.

Those closest to me throw words like brave, resilient and strong to describe me.

For me, however, it comes as a shock.

I look in the mirror and am unable to find bravery, or strength in the reflection staring back at me.  A reflection whereby I am only able to recognise fear and anxiety etched beneath the surface of my face.  I ask myself, can it be true?  Could I be brave, despite not feeling it or failing to recognise it in my reflection?

Reminiscing on my last few blog posts and retrospecting on the difficulties I’ve faced has only made me question other people’s perception of my apparent bravery. During a flare, I feel anything but brave or strong.  My sole purpose was to survive the day amidst the debilitating symptoms. Why is it that others see courage and strength within me, while I am unable to see it in myself?

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We are all told that strength and bravery are essential traits – but what does it mean to be brave? How does it look to be brave? Photo by Heather Schwartz on Unsplash

I came to realise that I have yet to recognise bravery within myself because I regularly feel an overriding sense of fear and anxiety.  So intense that it seemingly obliterates the ability to identify with the concept of courage or resilience.  Fear and anxiety, however, feel all too familiar, a supposedly permanent byproduct to life with a neurological disorder.  Another symptom that we have to learn to grapple with alongside numerous others.

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Anxiety another symptom of life with a chronic illness
Anxiety is often an additional and unwelcome symptom of life with a chronic illness

I have had to become familiar with all kinds of fear and worries while living with a neurological disorder.

Fear and Anxieties That Accompany Chronic Illness

"I fear the disorder and its unpredictability, always on edge, waiting with bated breath for symptoms to present themselves again." Share on X

One such example is the fear of the disorder and the way it takes over my entire life.  I fear the unpredictability of the symptoms; always on edge, waiting with bated breath for symptoms to present themselves again.  There are days when I feel relatively well, days where my mobility is OK and getting around is somewhat easy.  Other days, however, I am debilitated by pain and other symptoms associated with FND.

Hindered further by fear and anxieties; fear of the impermanence that illness has on every facet of my life.  Fear of the permanence of the condition and the huge question mark it leaves in its wake.  Fearsome and anxious thoughts wrangle for attention, shining a flashlight on everything that I cannot control.

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When symptoms do begin their torment of my body and life, so begins a fear of what it means.  There is a worry whether these symptoms are the beginning of a severe flare.  Or worse, the start of a deterioration in the disorder with which we live.  We fear how long these symptoms will last and what our future will look like if they continue.  There is fear over potential treatments that we may need as a result, which causes further anxieties such as possible side effects. 

Many fears and anxieties accompany life with a neurological disorder.
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All of these are fears of the unknown. The many question marks that exist when diagnosed with a chronic illness.  And as these fears and anxieties intensify, so does the tight knot in my stomach, making me feel nauseous.  These intense waves of fear and anxiety only cause further exacerbations with the ongoing symptoms.  And as the symptoms intensify, so does the stress, creating a never-ending cycle, one which is difficult to break.

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The Lies They Tell

There are numerous scenarios where these anxieties can take hold, affecting my ability to function outside my limited comfort zone.  Many situations that trigger fear and anxiety, symptoms holding me hostage as worries over becoming severely unwell, or suffering a fall become prominent in my mind.  Even in places which are deeply familiar, where the layouts of shops or certain facilities are ingrained in my memory also becoming fearful due to the unknown of what is going to happen, catastrophising to the worse case scenarios.  Going to new and unfamiliar places, however, can invoke even worse anxiety due to all of the unknowns, and not knowing what to do or the best place to go if the worst happens.  As a result, we tend to confine ourselves inside of our comfort zones, limiting ourselves and markedly shrinking our world.

Homes can become like a security blanket
Our homes and places which are deeply familiar to us can become like a security blanket; somewhere where we feel safe despite the symptoms that are tormenting us.

The fears and anxieties tell us that we are not strong enough and that we are unable to cope with whatever our illness throws at us.  Our minds lead us to believe that these fears and anxieties are more significant than they are.

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However, they lie.

Our minds make us think that we are to blame for our illness, to make us feel shame towards ourselves for being weak.  I can understand now that this is wrong; illness is something that happens to us, not because of something we’ve done or an inherent character flaw.

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Anxiety as a Familiar Companion

Fear and anxiety have both been a long companion of mine, has become much a symptom of Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) as pain or trembling in the legs.  They feel familiar and have needed help to try and overcome its effect on my life, especially the impact they have on my experience with a chronic illness.  Many courses, such as one in Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT) have taught me to change how I react to fear and anxiety.  Lessons on how to explore these deep-seated fears and what I can learn from them.

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It is essential to acknowledge the fear and anxiety and to become intimate with them.  By doing so, I can now recognise the physical manifestation, the thoughts that accompany them and finally how I respond. Through mindfulness, I have been able to learn so much about my fears and anxieties, and more importantly the knowledge that I do not have to relinquish all control over to them.  It reminded me of a famous quote by Mark Twain; “Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.”

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear

We are all prone to fear and anxiety in our lives, but what make us brave is feeling those feelings and moving forward regardless.  Being brave is recognising fear and anxiety and ignoring them and choosing hope; sticking two fingers up to anxiety and doing that which frightens us.

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This week, my Mum and I headed to London to visit the Harry Potter Studio Tour.  As a big fan of both the books and subsequent films, it has been somewhere I have wanted to visit for some time.  However, recently, a lot of my symptoms have worsened, experiencing what has been a severe flare.  And as the trip came closer, anxious thoughts began racing through my mind.  My mind began to deceive me into believing that I was not strong enough to be able to cope with the impending trip.  My mind led me to think that my symptoms and illness is stronger than me.  It even tried to convince me; it would be better if I would cancel the trip and not go.

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However, I refused to give in and yield to the demands of either the symptoms I live with or the ensuing anxiety, figuratively sticking two fingers at the intrusive thoughts entering my conscious thoughts.  I went regardless and yes, at times during the tour, it proved difficult because of pain, trembling and vertigo.  But I did it and enjoyed myself regardless.  There have been many instances where I have not been able to go to certain places or do something due to the severity of the symptoms.  Have I ever given up?  No, I may not go on that day but I dust myself off from the disappointment and my recriminations, and I try again tomorrow (or when the symptoms are less severe).

Courage doesn't always roar..I will try again tomorrow

So perhaps, I am braver than I believe myself to be and validation to myself that I am stronger than my illness.

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