This post is genuinely personal and difficult to write, but as I think it will resonate with many others who are forced to live with illness every day, it is, therefore, an important one to write. There are many times that I dislike myself and am ashamed of who I have become.  If I could be anyone else, I would gladly choose anyone else's life to live rather than my own. A lot of that is down to the neurological condition that...